when you need me, I'll be there for you.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

morning. ok its like afternoon already so afternoon la.
im bored. im bored.
im bored bored bored.
and i just woke up.
heh.
i slept at around two yesterday.. maybe later because i remembered it was already two when i watched the television outside.
no show also want to watch. why? because cannot sleep. sick seh.
i want red beaded bracelet!
i want it red. red red red and no other colour will do!
anyone saw one? know where i could get one?
i want it bleeding red. not crimson..
get me one? please...
i'll give you a cookie.

7 random facts about me
-obsessive
-compulsive
-boycrazy
-nonsensical
-im better off alone
-insomniac
-sudoku addict. heh.

7 things that scare me
-spiders
-cockroaches. basically insects la
-god
-death
-failing
-alone with a horror flick showing on tv.
-fire

7 favourite music at the moment
-bullet for my valentine= all these things i hate
-rihanna= we ride
-justin= my love
-the used (all time favourite)= the taste of ink
-akon=smack that
-soad=questions!
-christina=hurt

7 people i fancy
7 things i say most
7 things like most

heh.
was abt to finish but the nanny's on tv so bye~

{ 12:21 pm }
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Monday, December 11, 2006

morning.
im bored.
name me a nice song please somebody..

{ 12:01 pm }
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Sunday, December 10, 2006

Hey all. Morning!
Heh.
i just bought this really big lollipop to suck on and lick on for like what? a whole week? mwa ha ha. its just great. i love it. hehehe.. i kept the remaining in the fridge. gawd. who knows what it'll taste like tomorrow.
ive just watched silent hill. kind of a good story. cannot say that its superb or anything. just good to watch. and i think its m18? whatever la. should catch it if you havent.
so.. we went to vivo. again on thursday.
thought we would watch a movie. yep. so we went to the cinema and queued for tickets. then reached the counter.. skali....
the show we wanted to watch had only front seats!!
haiyo! tating peh tempat!
besar besar and the best they could do is front seats?!? on a freaking thursday afternoon!??!
damn.. everybody must have decided to just come to vivo on thursday and watch the same movie that we wanted. but nvm. after that we head off to banquet.
i love the handmade noodles.. yum... so nice and soft and..ouhh... could taste it..
hah.
k im off to watch tv. bye!

{ 1:37 am }
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Thursday, December 07, 2006

And we're off to Vivocity again tomorrow. With my darling yana included. We went without her the last time. Hm..
It's already past midnight like and hour ago? two hours maybe?
I just finished watching Madagascar. Damn I love that animation. Hehe..
And ouh. Today got soccer.. I just found out Espanyol's Luis Garcia is freaking hot sia. hahaha... Isnt that 'A' reason why girls watch soccer?
:p
Gosh. It's just so boring right now. noone except for um..fikri online. he oso dont talk much. damn bored. should i talk nonsense till soccer starts? at 3? hehe..that'll be a 45 minutes long entry. i'll try. well here goes....

To start things off, i ate urm..what did i eat uh for breakfast? um... cake? bread? ither one of those uh. then i went to the hall and sat at the sofa doing sudoku. freak. i do sudoku everyday. see how addictive it can get? and ouh.. i just realised im quite a narcissist. it's always about me me me and nobody else but me. i always want to talk about me. i always want others to talk about me. makes me feel happy. am i mad? am i crazy? no. im just self absorbed. mwa ha ha. why am i this way? maybe it's because.. A. i got a mental screw up. B. i just am that way. or C. i just have no one else to focus all my "interest" on? which one is it? im putting my money on C. haha. im nuts. talking alone in the middle of the night without even having to open my mouth. why am i doing this? answer's easy. im out of my mind and this holiday is just making me lose what i thought i had, a thing called "logical thinking." you know i sucked while playing scrabble just now that most of the words i managed to formulate sounded so corny? so corny that it'll turn to popcorn if you heat it. let's talk about me shall we? after all, i'm the psycho who is all about 'self this and self that'. let's restart. who knows, maybe you'll get to know me better? heh.

so like i was saying. i could get to be pretty narcissistic when im around people. other topic just bore me. maybe you've noticed, maybe you've not. and if you haven't, then WAKE UP! im telling you right now. let's see what other characteristics i think i might have. ouh yes... people could get very influential.

i get influenced very easily. dont believe me? then i guess you just have to because im not a liar. i cannot, wouldnt, never shall lie because i dont got the "skills" required to do so. why do i say this? because just so you know im not the always pampered spoilt brat. i get whacked for lying. and if you think that you should hate your parents if they raise a hand to you, then i'll have to hate you. i get whacked and i still love my parents. sheesh.. some people uh, just never appreciate the whacks you get. when your parents leave you, who gonna smack you then to tell you to wake up and smell the blooming roses? the law? well maybe but parents do it way better. haha.. they really wake you up from slipping into a very dark future. why am i talking all this? well, it all comes down to the nip/tuck show i saw on monday night? tuesday? whatever it is. the son got restraining order on his father. the irritating part was when the two kaypohs came to their house and questioned the daughter. that part really irritating seh that woman. haha.. you should have watched it. you would want to kill her too.

favourite part of the show was the last part. where the woman got killed by the Carver!
nyiahaha... was so happy sia that last part. stupid woman. want face surgery just go and have face surgery la! no need cut her own face and then blame it on the 'innocent' Carver. mwa ha ha. lates all.

{ 1:59 am }
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Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Hey.
well look at the time. little miss optimist is still up. something good will turn up to those who are patient. yeah. like for me it's soccer. in a while. heh. nut head.
oh hey. i stayed up late yesterday too. to watch the live telecast of the DOHA games. even though singapore didnt win the swimming parts, its still alright to watch it. doesnt hurt right? heh. not when there are other countries' swimmers. so my sister and i sat there and watched. skali all of a sudden, it didnt occur to us that some of the swimmers might be hot. yeah like take for example.. ryosuke irie and makoto yamashita and mohamed madwa and ouh my goodness.. too many! there are just too many! hahaha. was so so so awesome. eh pst.. that japanese swimmer's name like mine hor? *daydreaming* ignore me.
alright. snap back now. why am i so crazy about the male variety? and ive just noticed. my sister is as crazy as me. maybe it's in the genes... hm... but, it's only normal because if i put interest on females then id be.. GAY.
so its not a crime right to drool on people we see on television? heh. and that just happens to be my all time favourite past time.
oh yeah. ive been thinking of getting a job. again. but it's not for me to tell. its for you to find out.
and ive just watched grease2. man.. that maxwell caulfield is sure hot back then wasnt he? i mean like seriously wow... haha. wonder what he looks like now. and that "johnny" guy isnt bad himself. love love the biceps.. *drools*
someone get me a tissue... :p
i siow la. bye! and good morning.

{ 2:21 am }
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006

So everybody is sick nowadays. My mother is sick and she's at home right now, sleeping. That's why im using the computer. If she's up and im using the comp, i'll be dead meat. haha. later tak pasal pasal ako kene bayar bill. mati karang. im totally broke this month. not that im saying every month i got money to spend but it's the same thing every time a new month starts. my money would be gone. to where? i unnoe. somebody please.. tell me something that i could do this holidays besides working. :p

{ 2:10 pm }
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Monday, December 04, 2006

So first thing i want to say is "OOOOWWWWWWWW!!!!!."
My feet hurt like crazy. If i knew i would have brought slippers and wore them right after everything was over! Damn..but amongst all the pain that i had to bear, today was lovely. Contrasting? i'll explain la so you all not blur like me, you blur sotongs.
today abg zul's wedding. me and my sister had to rewang. first thing i saw when i reached the venue was heheh.. ' kendarat2 sumer hensem uh! berbaju itam butang puteh seh...' heh. that was a plus to the wedding and a plus to my day being a good one. then the two of us being 'smart' people wore high heels. yeap. heels higher than you could ever grow in a million years. should have brought slippers!! haish.. we didnt know kene rewang until my mother said they had nobody to give out berkat, since that's what we always do at weddings, my aunt wanted us to give them out. it was fun la.. no doubt about it. we walked round and round the same void deck like a gazillion times until everyone's faces were memorized in unison with their seats. [ did i get that sentence right?? :p ]
but i went to the girl's side of the function which was far, at jurong. i went with izawati and her mother. the food there tastes good. not that i had anything to compare it against. hm...
before that, there was an accident just outside our venue. right infront of the parking lot and the bus driver had to drive past it so everyone was like looking out their left window, trying to catch a glimpse of a man lying on the road with a pool of blood on his head. i didnt see it. im happy that i didnt see it. dont ask me why.
ok ok. then we got back to our venue which was at bedok and i continued with where i left off, which wasnt very much. i was happy la throughout the day. can say that.. hehe.
if you know me to that very limit, you'll know why. hahaha... wanna guess?
after the whole thing was over, i relax one corner with farzyy. haha.. pemalas eh. bukannyer nak tolong. but cannot blame me. my feet were killing me. i had to sit or i'll take off my shoe and walk around bare foot!

abeh tengah rilek2 tu sambil makan lerh. eat the budak2 punyer berkat. haha.. it's nice ok! got a lot of snacks.

in the end, today still rocks. k la. i got a bit jakon sket uh biler kuar. long time never been out. but i didnt stay under the sun so my 'pale-ing myself project' is still in progress. you'll find the 'end result' on 'results day'. [ o levels results day. fyi in case you're wondering. ]
ouh yarh. random random. does anybody know how i could lose chubbiness? i dont quite like being chubby!!! help me. tell me if you know how..

TEN EMOTIONS.
1. are you missing someone right now? yep. wonder who.
2. are you happy? yep. im very happy.
3. are you talking to anyone right now? no
4. are you bored? of course im bored.
5. are you german? haha. nope.
6. are you irish? nope nope.
7. are you chinese? not even close.
8. are you asian? yep. proud to be one too.
9. are your parents still married? yes they are.
10. do you like someone right now? me? not liking anyone? you must be mad. of course i do.

TEN FAVORITES
1. televison show: prison break. typical :p
2. flower: um.. i unnoe any flowers.
3. color: im into red nowadays.
4. sport: loads.
5. mall: ouh. the ones with banquets in them. i go shopping for the food.
6. music: im trying to 'get in touch' with my crazy type again. just trying..
7. food: loads loads.
8. season: winter. where everyone could just be cold and not be the only one.
9. animal: a lot in fact. hm.. where to begin?
10. subject : ok.. i know this sounds like making you puke but i like mathematics.

TEN FACTS.
1. hometown: tampines.
2. hair color: black. argh.. the red just wont show.
3.perfume: ouh.. Sheltox. it works like ecstasy... on insects only.
4. hair style: hahaha... no specific one. i do it like how i want it to look like.
5. eye color: dark dark brown.
6. shoe size: eight half...? nin....e..? dont be shocked.
7. mood: bubbly?
8. skin color: yellowish brown.
9. available?: yep. always am.
10. lefty/righty: righty.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
1. have you ever been in love? officially no. in my own world yep.
2. do you believe in love? urm.. yes.
3. why did your last relationship fail? i'll tell you when that happens.
4. have you ever been heartbroken? surprise surprise. no i havent. want to be the first?
5. have you ever broken someone's heart? haha. i dont know?
6. have you ever fallen for one ofyour best friends? nope.
7. have you ever liked someone butnever told them? yes. and it's called crush you idiot.
8. are you afraid of commitment? i guess so.
9. has someone ever kissed your hand? has any kiddies salam-ed me before?
10. have you ever had a secret admirer? nyiahaha. i think so..

TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.
1. love or lust: 'this' could only happen when 'that' is involved and vice versa. so both.
2. hard liquor or beer: neither.
3. night or day: night.
4. one night stands or relationships: relationships.
5. television or internet: internet.
6. pepsi or coke: neither. i'd rather have plain water.
7. wild night out or romantic night in: romantic night in.
8. colored pictures or black and whitepictures: coloured.
9. phone or in person: in person.
10. friendster or myspace: friendster.

TEN HAVE Y0U EVER's.
1. have you ever been caught sneakingout? nope. never even snuck out.
2. have you ever kissed s0meone youdont love? nope.
3. have you ever done something youregret? cant think of any.
4. have you ever bungee jumped? nope.
5. have you ever been on a house boat? in a what?!
6. have you ever finished an entirejaw breaker? yep.
7. have you ever wanted someone sobadly it hurts? neope. im not desperate.
9. have you ever danced in the rain? danced no. run/walk yeap.
10. have you ever had a hang over? no.

{ 12:09 am }
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Saturday, December 02, 2006

Ok yesterday was fun fun fun. Went to ikea with my aunt and parents. then went on to the John Little sale at expo. Mega Expo Sale until ten december. Wah..like advertisement. But go to it if you havent! Its frooting cheap there. And every staff there are just probably school students like us. Haha. it's a teenage haven there. Like seriously. And i ate a lot for dinner. Haish.. who asked the food to be so d-e-l-i-c-i-o-u-s?!?! i kept on eating what i wanted and frug i guess im fat. argh! day one and im already screwing up. note:-keep me away from food that tastes good.
Ouh... im hungry. Hm. Guess i got to go eat now. Bye!

{ 11:28 am }
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Friday, December 01, 2006

Owites. So it's day numero uno everyone. of... let's just say "the real thing i had always wanted to do."
hahaha... still wondering what it is..? good.
im not telling anyone. a little suspense doesnt hurt let alone kill.
hm..as you can see its ten in the morning. damn its ten in the morning. im still figuring out why i woke up so early just so that i could drag my ass to the computer and use it. actually a bulletin that i was dying to do yesterday but i didnt have time to frootin finish it because of.. just because...
im really bored right now.
and it's december.. first december. 2 more months till results? im pretty excited. just am..
ive been having nightmares on my english paper one. yep. nightmare was i didnt finish the entire section for essay writing and i was like crying my heads off. hahah.. and i remember that i had this dream where i was late for my paper. like really late and i was panicking like mad. wonder why i get them. kind of freaked me out a little. and yesterday, i had a dream in a dream. i dreamt that i woke up and it was already two in the afternoon and my house was empty. then i had this loud irritating noise. skali...
it was my sister. she woke me up.. haiyo. kacao jek. then i looked at the clock. only eleven... hahaha..

{ 9:58 am }
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